Senseless Intelligence

Over the last few years I resisted writing – anything. There were so many voices speaking and just as many listening. That’s not a bad thing because writers want to be heard but the voices were very diverse, distinct, and confusing for me. I understood their ideals, but the foundations beneath them were new and different voices. To me, it was like listening to the local Starbucks barista explaining something I’ve never order before. I thought I wanted to understand what they were going to serve me but I didn’t know how it was going to taste because I didn’t understand the ingredients and the preparation method.

I watched the news sparingly as the news unfolded, and listened and read their words.

The vocabulary was endless, and toppled mine – I don’t like to use big words, but their words were well placed and chosen so I enjoyed reading them. On the back end of their words, I was confused and realized I was listening to another generation. I was once that generation – full of fire and opinion, and facts to share. My fire was less about the general public and more about my career and the people around me. Today’s times is much about diversity, mine has always been about technology. I do think there are some parallels and things to share. This is not my goal in this post. I’d expect the readers to make the subtle corollaries as they see fit – which is fine.

There was so much content and volume, hard to ignore, but I didn’t want to – I just heard someone speaking toward a problem, and a concern. They were collated and diverse so I did spent much time watching, listening, and reading about them. However, they weren’t tied to the technology I was working on – except for the ML/AI whose fundamentals had been corrupted early on, before my time.

The shop I work in took extreme measures to correct this, as well as educate us on how this/that was not a good thing. I got it. Other folks took the lead on this and sorted it out. I still see vendors in my space that didn’t pay attention – and it pisses me off.

All of that was a bit of a distraction from where and what I wanted to be coming out of the lockdown. I didn’t have effective leadership during and post-covid lockdown. We had lot of time to figure out so much stuff and we didn’t, or at least I, didn’t get the right clues and hints from my leadership on how to capitalize.

During this time we kept the lights on, and made them brighter anticipating when the business would begin to shine again. I say that for every engineer, BA, architect, content and designer for how the world looks and interacts with the UX we created prior to the lock down. We all tried really hard to get all of this right during a time when we had ample time to think and rethink what we had decide and promoted before the lock down. Who knew we’d ever have that much time to recreate and create better solutions and ideas for an an world that was about to change forever, or at least during my lifetime.

The kicker during this time was the shift in leadership. In my space, there were many folks who left and joined at different levels of leadership. They brought different ideas and focus to our organizations – most of them were “money” and well received. With what was proposed and suggested was acute, and not always understood. Understanding it was something with which worked somewhere else well. Even though it was another enterprise, some of them in the global marketplace, they had joined from it was, at times, too much to ingest/digest to walk the shift from where we were sitting/positioned to where their vision was supposed to take us.

Their ideas were fresh and crisp. We do like ideas that walk in the door and it’s like “Hey, we’ve never looked at that angle before. It felt compensatory that we did, and should. Like an infomercial, when you see it and hear it in action it just makes sense. There was never a reason to push back on this new direction.

During a town hall, we received a book to review and understand how to help make our business future ready. After the first two chapters I realized this was what the business was focused on during the lockdown, and subsequently put into production when the business was lit up again. It made sense when I read each paragraph. Intentional and random. It’s going to work for many of our segments, some aren’t ready because of resources but most are poised and pivoted to be poised to make the leap.

The digital world is vastly different from what we recognized before and during the lockdown, someone once coined the phrase so I won’t plagiarize it here… “There is nothing new under the sun.”

My goal has been, over the decades, has been to recognize and respect this new light when it embraces me. Yeah, sometimes it causes a sunburn – but that is just the affect of change. Never a bad thing, just necessary sometimes when the world pitches a change-up, curve, or slider to us we need to measure and swing at.

Watching, listening, and paying attention to the shifts in our world and the businesses we support can teach us very much. It’s what we do with it that makes the difference in our lives. Might be stressful for some, maybe not for others. We just need to embrace change like never before, that will be in the mix for most things we touch in our careers – and that’s okay.

j@s

Hey, is this thing plugged in?

Well, I will admit I did give the PostADay challenge a good go, but I’ve come to realize I can make myself stare at my phone or pop open a “flash-post” in WP.  I just see myself moving farther away from sitting in front of my blog each day.  This has been a season the comes and goes for me, and I’ve seen my peers, near and far, just strike this balance of being plugged and unplugged.

So, I’ll keep the challenge going but only for a PostAWeek.  Hopefully, the ones I do post won’t read like their strained or distilled out of vague idea or thought.  Besides, what’s the sense in blogging if it’s going to be crap?  None.

And Now A Quote from Iago

 

"Iago"“When are we ever gonna get our hands on that stupid lamp!” This weekend was a great long weekend to sort more leftover baggage from 2010. Feels like I’ve dropped an easy 2 tons this weekend.

The whole “lamp” analogy is just about letting go of what I can’t reach, and honestly don’t want to. The idea right now is to just focus on “reach” – as in what I can reach, not “rich” which always seems to be much too expensive for me. Not in the sense of money, but mental currency.

Just this weekend I’ve had a very educational experience working on things that are within reach, and not the things that are so rich. Looking forward to rest of the week now.  Besides, I’m seeing that the rich stuff isn’t all it’s cracked up to be and ends up being very high maintenance, like that “stupid lamp”.

Happy Monday!

What about all this free time?

A friend of mine stopped in my office one day and he started a conversation about trying to help our division build or create free time in their week.  Free time so folks can work on a personal blue sky project for a whole or half day.  He told me something that blew the sweetener out of my coffee ( I like my coffee black), he said “of all the people I’ve spoken to, they have no idea nor are they interested in having free time at work to blue sky something”.

Now I’m no workaholic by any stretch, but I’ll pitch in if the dam is about to break, or if management says “go and do”.  There are things work related that I want to devote time to but can’t during the normal 9-10 stretch each day.  But after thinking more about this, maybe folks just want time to  think about nothing; For example, no mental challenges,  interacting with stuff we can’t ignore; not like turning off your smartphone, but more like turn off that TV inside your head that plays on some UHF channel static and all.

I’m actually rethinking my free time as well.  What would you do if you had a free 1/2 or whole day on the clock to work on a personal project at your shop?

Cabin On The Lake

Cabin On The Lake

My folks had an awesome idea recently.  They want to gather the family together and meet at a campsite with cabins for some fishing, hiking, and unplugging from todas las cosas!  How does that sound?  Umm, in a word awesome.  I will probably back date a few posts and get them to post over the week.  But, I’m sure I’ll keep my analog journal buzzing with stuff.

Over the years I hear about and know folks that are just in no big hurry to head back for some family get-together, and a (very) few others do and look forward to it over the holidays, but part of me thinks some genuine reconnecting  seems built-in; as in we want to (re)connect at least once a year with the folks that made us.

I took a week off and spent it working on house projects with my Dad and having long talks in the kitchen with my Mom about food, family, God, crime, radio, computers, weather; everything is on the table with my Mom; visiting sisters and nephews, and having lunch with my grand-daughter for the first time.

What a great week – my Dad’s mind is so sharp and building stuff with him is just a blast.  We laugh so hard at ourselves some times we couldn’t even swing a hammer and pound a nail in straight.  And my Mom really makes me laugh too – really good times.

But a week on a lake with a cabin; wake up and walk out on the end of a dock two minutes later and cast a line out onto a glass covered lake – that sounds great to me right now, well great anytime actually.

I really hope this trip works out, it will be a blast.  We stayed in cabins when I was seven and we all really just froze b/c there wasn’t any heat – and that was fun too. That cabin on a lake view and experience is blistered into my memory like it happened yesterday. I guess I like being outside, that probably helps, but I love being around my family, outside, more.

It’s farther than you think

Lake Apopka Loop

Lake Apopka Loop

Today we went to a local trail that was converted from unused railroad tracks.  It’s a loop that is farther than I’m sure, but it’s called the Lake Apopka Loop.  We started down the trail and really didn’t set out to do a full 20 miles, it was the first time we had all four bikes on the carrier (which was a bit of a Rubik’s cube) and on this particular trail.  20 miles it is.

Three hours later, and at almost complete exhaustion, we returned to the trail head where we started out.  If you look at the map to the right, we did the yellow line, back and forth 10-miles each way.

At the 1/2 way point cramps had already set in, by the time we reached the last incline before the trail head none of us had any drive left.  Hopefully the next time I take on a twenty-mile trek it won’t be so far.

What a great day for a ride, kind of chilly, definitely not hot however it felt like we rode into the wind going in both ways.

Great day, great ride.